December 21, 2006

Crush

Filed under: Music of My Heart

You know everything that I’m afraid of
You do everything I wish I did
Everybody wants you, everybody loves you

I know I should tell you how I feel
I wish everyone would disappear
Everytime you call me, I’m too scared to be me
And I’m too shy to say

Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that I do
I get a rush When I’m with you
Ooh, I’ve got a crush on you
A crush on you

You know, I’m the one that you can talk to
Sometimes you tell me thing that I don’t want to know
I just want to hold you
You say exactly how you feel about her
I wonder, could you ever think of me that way

Ooh, I wish I could tell somebody
But there’s no one to talk to, nobody knows
I’ve got a crush on you
A crush on you, I got a crush

You say everything that no one says
But I feel everything that you’re afraid to feel
I will always want you, I will always love you

August 24, 2006

Miss You More

Filed under: Music of My Heart

There are so many reasons that I find to run to you
Cos there’s so little loving in my life, now I am way
And thinking about it I want things back how they used to be
There is no way round it, nothing good comes easily
So much between us and we both know that it’s wrong
So I keep on waiting till I am back where I belong

So here I am all by myself
Thinking of you nobody else
There is a feeling inside and as hard as I try
It just won’t go away
Are you finding it hard it all on your own
Having to face each night alone
Knowing that you are the one
With the love that I need
And I miss you more each day

So many feelings emotions running away with me
Cos it’s you that I believe in and I love this one so deep
So much between us and we both know that it’s wrong
Now I keep on waiting till I am back where I belong
Back where I belong

May 16, 2006

Open Your Heart

Filed under: Music of My Heart

 

 

I didn’t mean to let you down
You have to believe it
I don’t know what went
Through my mind
But now I can see
That I waited too long
To tell you how much it matters
Just to be right here with you
But I couldn’t think of anything better
I should have told you so

Baby open your heart
Won’t you give me a second chance
And I’ll be here forever
Open your heart
Let me show you how much I care
And I will make you understand
If you open your heart
To love me once again

I’ll try to make it up to you
I want you to know
Baby I swear that I’ll be true
And never let go

If I waited too long
To tell you how much it matters
Just to be right here with you
But I couldn’t think of anything better
I should have told you so

We could relive this pain and sorrow
But we better do it in time
Start over here and save tomorrow
I wanna make you mine
To love me
once again

May 5, 2006

The Hardest Thing

Filed under: Music of My Heart

 

We both know that I shouldn’t be here
This is wrong
And, baby, it’s killing me, it’s killing you
Both of us tryin’ to be strong
I’ve got somewhere else to be
Promises to keep
And someone else who loves me
And trusts me fast asleep
I’ve made up my mind
There is no turning back
She’s been good to me
And she deserves better than that

It’s the hardest thing I’ll ever have to do
To look you in the eye and tell you I don’t love you
It’s the hardest thing I’ll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry
I can’t let you see what you mean to me
‘Cause my hands are tied and my heart’s not free
We’re not meant to be
It’s the hardest thing I’ll ever have to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don’t love you

I know that we’ll meet again
Fate has a place and time
So you can get on with your life
I’ve got to be cruel to be kind
Like Dr. Zhivago
All my love I’ll be sending
And you will never know
‘Cause there can be no happy ending

Maybe another time, another day
As much as I want to, I can’t stay
I’ve made up my mind
There is no turning back
She’s been good to me
And she deserves better than that